| ickyyyy.. |
[Friday
August 26th, 2005 at 6:38pm] |
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i passed my written drivers test, so i should get my permit tuesday or thursday.
yayyy for meee.
my dad is being a total freak, and i'm probably not going to be able to shit this weekend either.
well call me to cheer me upp.♥
PS. i'm not so sure jeremy likes mee.
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| i'm not a player, i just crush alot. |
[Tuesday
August 23rd, 2005 at 7:36pm] |
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!die!emperor!die! |
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i like the way he looks at me.
like, i'm something special.
or how i get so excited when he turns around and smiles at me.
and when he talks to me.
he makes me jealous in some weird sort of way.
i want to be with him, that would make my year.
it's not that i even like him that much, it's just OH WOW. CONNNNNNNNECTION.
and i like that feeling.
i like how he flirts with me, and smiles so big i can tell his cheeks hurt.
his freckles are so fucking cute.
i like him, i like a boy. i just really hope we get to be together, somehow or someway.
he gives me hints that he just wants to talk to me in some cuteboyfunny wayy.
I DON'T KNOW. complications, complications NOTHING NEW.
HOPE SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR MEEEEEEEEEEE. ♥
i met this freshmen named Karina, and she's a real sweet girl.
but i find it a bit weird when she obsesses over everything i do.
OMGSH MEGAN I LOVE YOUR SENSE OF STYLE, IT'S CUTE BUT DIFFERET.
YOUR SO GOOFY I LOVE YOU. (i've known her for a week.)
OMGSH YOUR SO PRETTY. UGHHH I HATE YOU. JUST OMGSHOMGSHOMGSH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
hmmph.
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| confusion has gotten the best of me. |
[Saturday
August 20th, 2005 at 10:13pm] |
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okayyyy,
i think i have a crush on a girl. and it's so weird for me, because i've never felt this way for someone just automatically. when i first saw her i really didn't think anything but oh hey she must be super cool, can't wait to get to know her. just like i think of anyone when i first meet them. but as the night progressed her unbelieve natural beauty just shined and shined. i'm not saying who, because i don't want to be judged. i've only met her once, but she replays in mind when i think about things. i just had to say something about it. like i could tell any of my friends? and even though this is public and everything, it's just different. so sorry if you feel different about me. or think i'm just doing this to get attention. because i'm really not. i just have this deep beat to my heart when i think about her. and i'm not going to take any actions upon this confused feeling. because it definetly won't help. thanks. i just needed to say something about this.
sorry if i made a bad impression on you, i don't really care.
this doesn't mean i'm gay, i just have this amazing feeling for a girl.
things would be so much better if all of her was put into a guy. ♥
bye.
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[Wednesday
August 17th, 2005 at 4:57pm] |
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taking back sunday |
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MADISON wasn't so bad today.
I think this guy named Jeremy has a crush on me, he put his arm around me when we were walking from the english room to get our books.
I really need a boyfriend, it seems like everyone is going out with someone there.
It also seems like all of the cute guys are with ugly, fat, or greasy girls.
But I guess that doesn't matter, just not something you see everyday.
I hope this Jeremy kid asks me out sometime later this year.
OH YEAH, this new kid came to my english class today, PHHWHEWWWIE his name is Justice.
THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY, ;].
TOmmorow is a "B" day, ughhhz. BORINGBORING.
And I also made some friends FINALLY, but there freshmen. SHIT WHO CARES?!?!??!?!?!
well just thought I'd let you know about my shitty school life/update.
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| gravy train!!!! |
[Monday
August 15th, 2005 at 6:41pm] |
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so school was today. and I started a new school. MADISON. it's old, and ugly, and smelly. AND I'M A NEW KID. i've probably filled out about 65743434553 million papers today, repeating the same things. two boys TRIED to hit on me. and i sat alone at lunch, :/. saw Rudy's older brother, he's in my webmastering class. and i saw a couple of familiar faces from garner- Michelle, Marina, Matt, Yamulet, and some kid younger than me. but since we're on A & B schedule, i pretty much have a new start tommorow. but i have drivers ed, so maybe that will make up for it. i guess it's okay, but i really wish i wasn't new.
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[Friday
August 12th, 2005 at 2:35pm] |
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the unicorns |
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i was reading over my old journal entries.
and all i have to say is that....
I WAS A FUCKING FAGGOT!
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[Wednesday
August 10th, 2005 at 1:04pm] |
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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie/book/fictional character/SOMETHING reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of pudding to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. Well, maybe just me.
5. I'll tell you my favorite memory of you, should I have one yet.
6. I'll tell you what animal or plant you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
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[Tuesday
August 9th, 2005 at 8:22pm] |
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blah |
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melt banana |
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| motha fucker |
[Sunday
August 7th, 2005 at 6:15pm] |
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AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL, hoeZZZZzzzz. |
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fuckfuckfuck, my fucking straightner fucking broke.
PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT.
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[Saturday
August 6th, 2005 at 7:48pm] |
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my mommy got married in april.
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| new layout... |
[Monday
July 25th, 2005 at 3:19pm] |
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frou frou |
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how do you like my new layout?
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[Saturday
July 23rd, 2005 at 6:54pm] |
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M.I.A |
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♥
i love people, sometimes.
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| To Richard with much fucking love... |
[Tuesday
July 19th, 2005 at 5:20am] |
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the fitness |
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Richard:
Fuck you, go eat shit and die. I love how you think you better than everyone, and as soon as someone has there own fucking opinion and YOU don't agree with it, you shit your pants over it. What the fuck, I'm so immature? Whatever, I think you need to take a second look at yourself in the mirror, go to a therapist. Get some help. You need help kid, oh and YES I said kid. Quit acting like your so wise and you have SSOOOOOO much knowledge on everything on this planet. I understand why so many people can't stand you at times. I've tried so many times to be friends with you, I've over stepped the lashes you threw out of me, I never said shit about you being bi-polar. In fact, I've put an effort into making a friendship with you. So whatever I'm done trying to be your friend, I'm done trying to be nice, I'm done with you.
So, bye.
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| cute to boot times a tonnnnnnn.. |
[Tuesday
July 19th, 2005 at 2:08am] |
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fannypack |
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I LOVE YOU LARISSA..
As you can see I've been hanging out with Larissa lately, I love YOU boo.
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| picture time... |
[Thursday
July 7th, 2005 at 1:11pm] |
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hot hot heat |
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sorry, some of these pictures are big.
( random pictures )
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